Do you remember that big tree you would talk about laying under? could you imagine the touch of the cool shade? what about the sun that cuts through the leaves? there was something perfect about it, something that you may have not quite realized. What i'm trying to say is; may i join?

2012 Has Begun...

2012 has already become a disapointment. no matter how positive i try to be about the year to come, i cant seem to be optimistic anymore. in December i was so ready for 2012. i was ready to grasp 2012 by the horns and leave 2011 in the dust. it seems my expectations were too high. i have been doing this a lot lately, having too high of expectations. its not like they are un-realistic. they are very realistic in fact. just optimistic. i have always been optimistic. i am just that kind of person. but apparently i have to lower my expectations in general. i guess i have already asked too much of 2012. oh well. life goes on right?